Buy any means necessary

In the last 3 weeks my electric has been cut off, banking account over drawn
and my son is running around in his older brother shoes. Why? because now I am trying
to do things the right way. Before this Renaissance of mine, my philosophy was "by any means necessary". I wonder if maybe I am changing the wrong things in my life. Should my child's
well being out weigh everything else in my life. Should be willing to kill, steal, and sell drugs
to provide for my seeds. I work sometimes 50 hours a week making a little over min. wage
is that enough to say I tried or do I also have to shine shoes and sell oranges to make ends meet.
When you become a father does pride go out the door.